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Yeah, so Eric? The one that was drunk and driving and went into a coma? That I also knew and was an extremely close friend of mine because he stuck up for me with bullies? They pulled the plug on him yesterday. His parents didn't want him to be a vegtable.

Even though there was a chance he could've made it.

I'm really concerned about my friends because, heck, seems to me that everyone I love and know is DYING around me. What the heck am I? The grim reaper? Because I sure as hell feel like I am...

So, ha, hypocritical me, decided to stay at DA. Mainly because it's a good way to just forget myself online. Da is my home. Whoo.

Yes, the title does not lie. I'm leaving DA. At least for awhile.

I've gone though so much shit for the past few months and I found out last night that 3 of my best friends from elementary school died. Two in a DWI carcrash and one O.D'ed because the driver who was driving drunk, who I also knew, was her boyfriend. He's on suicide watch right now because he doesn't know she killed herself but it's not like it matters. He's in a coma.

So, add this all on top of my uncle dieing, my great-grandmother dieing, my uncles memorial last Saturday which I couldn't attend my cat dieing, my dad having a heart attack and about another 15 family members ready to croak along with me trying my best to sever all ties with my now ex-crush...

Plus, school is going to get rough. I don't even ever feel like drawing on my computer anymore because I've got two art classes during the day as well as AP class that will be the death of me. I've also got to start applying for colleges, finical aid, the S.A.T's and A.C.T's so yeah....

Just the average joys of being an "angst" ridden teenager leaving home.

I've loved DA since I first found it about 3 years ago on an earlier account. So, no, it is most deffinitely not DA.

I will however be back every now and then to check out my messages and whatnot. MAYBE if you're lucky some art but don't anticipate it. I'm not leaving fully, after all, I've still got until next June for the paid accie. XD

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